Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Disoriented

Still drinking. Not as much. But, still drinking too much. Am feeling disoriented, like I have lost my way. I have goals and things to do, but can't seem to get focused on them enough to make them happen. Little things frustrate me. Must focus on the good stuff. And there is plenty of good stuff. If this post seems disoriented and scattered I have adequately expressed myself.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I understand.

Sometimes I feel like I'm running up the down escalator and it gets faster when I do.

I have nightmares of an elevator going out of control but it doesn't just go up and down - it goes left, right and all spinny crazy.

Sometimes I think its symbolic of the inside of my head.